They all think its funny. I bet they do.
I bet you they laugh at the things I go through.
But, they just don't know, What I know is true.
The laughter would cease, If only they knew.
A haze of smoke, the thrill of the game.
A spew of putrid, hateful names.
Held captive by pain, I entered his brain
And they all just sit there, laughing...
While they all sit, and poke, and prod.
I feel as though I'm fighting God.
I'd welcome death with a friendly nod.
While a frozen heart waits to be thawed.
Last night my mind went for a ride.
As I talked for hours to the life inside.
Unheld as It cried, screaming "I should have died."
And they all just sat there, laughing...
My invisible king has an empty throne.
So, I struggle to build my family a home.
A battle meant for two, is fought alone.
The nightly chills that embrace my bones.
If I don’t make it in time, my heart will break.
Though, I can’t seem to gauge how much time it will take.
So I drowned in a lake, full of grins of the fake.
Because, they all kept on laughing…
