Thread: Thinking...

This is ridiculous,
irrational,
unlogical thinking.
Why yearn for something so uncertain?
Why pain ones self,
inside and out?
Why desecrate ones body
just for a second of relief?
All over something so preposterous,
outrages,
yet undeniable.
Over the feelings I hold innermost,
and fear to allow it to manifest.
Over something so simple
and non complex.
All leading to damaging,
impaired,
and unreasonable thinking.
This is so ridiculous.