Thread: Thoughts of Suicide

Here I am again lost in the endless thoughts of you
Thinking of why you have to go through all the pain that you do
It's like your screams will never be heard
Like you die more with every little word
Reaching out but to find no touch
Just thinking of all the pain is to much
You watch yourself fade away
Just waiting for the time of that day
You know it's coming fast
Because your body just won't last
Your feel your body lose its soul
Letting the dangers take hold
Making you weak without a straight thought
Knowing that you've lost the war that you fought
Your face grows old one by one
But you love the feeling of being numb
When I look at you now it's not what it seems
But you’re nothing like you where, or was it in my dreams
Remembering the call I got when I wasn't home
Nothing but tears fell over the phone
Telling me your thoughts of suicide and how you wanted to die
But the only thing I could do is cry
I believe dreams come true
But nightmares do to
And this was there
But all I could do was watch you die with despair
With that sharp object in your hand getting ready to let go
That night I watch the darkness take hold
But when you left it touched another soul
With the knife that you used, the knife that stole you
It came to me and I could feel the cold blood run down my finger tips
It was like a deadly poison was laid upon my lips
It will steal your soul
It will never let go
You've faded away and you left me here to stay
The empty spot you left will never feel
My black shattered heart will never heal
But my black soul tells me I'm the reason you wanted to die
I'm your cause of suicide

PS:
You were my heaven and my heart, but I have nothing now thanks to you
And now I’ll make you kill you. While the blood trickles down my wrist, I slowly kill myself.
Trying to hide the pain, but I do so in vain
Because my memory of you brings it all back.
It is a will to live that I lack,
Now that you are never coming back.