Unforgiven.

life is always changing nothing seems to
matter after so many tears have fallen.
How can one life be so lonely with so many
faces smiling at them.

So many things were done that made theere world
go black ,=.Never will they fogrive themslves for what
was done , i look to my self and see the same things
in me that made them what they are.

The light of a new day seems so far away as i sit there
crying out in vain. I want to live but need to die . Being lost
is impossable when there isnt a palce i can go. I wish things
were different but there will never be smiles for me.

How can i blame the world for my life when i cant forgve
myself for the things i ahve done and said. Its so easy to just
sit and watch the world go dark as things never seem to change.
So i will just wait and see what life will give me or if there will
be a lifr for me after this.