Unwanted Inside Me

Embryo of dissapointment.
Zygote of disspair.
Unsure of how this came about.
Hope the world stays unaware.
I pull into the clinic lot.
They hold signs, they yell, they stare.
They will never undertand...
I won't allow your stay in there.

There'd be chaos, pain, and endless struggle.
If I let you come to life.
I don't feel good, I can't feel bad.
I can't create more strife.
I painfully recall the night,
Events from which you were derrived.
If it counts, I was in love.
If I could change the world, you'd stay alive.

But I cannot do that to you.
I've done it once, it wont happen again.
Ones who should love you, would resent you.
You're life would be despised before it could begin.
I won't forget you, you won't let me.
Because with you dies my soul within.
The doctor is here, can't turn back now.
Dear God, forgive me for my sin.

* This may pull out some strong reactions from people. And while it may stir up some serious opinions. I'd like everyone to know, this is just my artistic expression. Its not intended to start a debate. If you are intersted in my views, why I wrote this... or have something personal to say about it, please PM me.

this sound like your having an on wanted child ??......
but a really moving poem u can feel it that hasnt happened to me and yet its still quite touching...

Not having.. actually. Infact, I love and wanted both children I HAVE had.. I wouldn't want this to be construed as being about either of them. Perhaps I should clarify. Its about a mother going through the process of abortion.

You write this poem like that you have this
Child inside you and you don't want It.*I do not know*
Really hard to feel like you will wangle a child you did not see it yet … Impressive work...I like read it...^ ^

wow I had a similer expeirience like this and I already PMed you about it! It's so sad but good writing hope to see more!^^

Thanks for responding (and not responding to harshly) to this. Also akura it was nice to talk with you. I really appreciate the oppertunity to share this

This poem is just too sad! I really enjoy reading but it's just so sad but I enjoy reading it! It was great so I hope to see more of your great work! :D: