Thread: Unwanted Inside Me

Embryo of dissapointment.
Zygote of disspair.
Unsure of how this came about.
Hope the world stays unaware.
I pull into the clinic lot.
They hold signs, they yell, they stare.
They will never undertand...
I won't allow your stay in there.

There'd be chaos, pain, and endless struggle.
If I let you come to life.
I don't feel good, I can't feel bad.
I can't create more strife.
I painfully recall the night,
Events from which you were derrived.
If it counts, I was in love.
If I could change the world, you'd stay alive.

But I cannot do that to you.
I've done it once, it wont happen again.
Ones who should love you, would resent you.
You're life would be despised before it could begin.
I won't forget you, you won't let me.
Because with you dies my soul within.
The doctor is here, can't turn back now.
Dear God, forgive me for my sin.

* This may pull out some strong reactions from people. And while it may stir up some serious opinions. I'd like everyone to know, this is just my artistic expression. Its not intended to start a debate. If you are intersted in my views, why I wrote this... or have something personal to say about it, please PM me.