It starts out so innocently a i never mind
and life goes on , you keep pushing wanting
to see more thinking your safe and its fine to
add on to what you have been doing to me.
After so many times of just walking away ,
i tried to keep you safe from everything i am
the burning hatred with in me begins to struggle
and there's nothing i care about , its just a play on
words when i smile and tell you nothing you do gets to
I have tried so many times to just walk away and ignore
you , this last thing you did burning my place and my memories
if only you had walked away , there is nothing holding me back my
fear letting go is now gone , I'm afraid for your safety since
you pushed so much.
My insanity is real and so much for trying to heal myself
there's nothing to do but lash out now , you pushed and you
shoved and now you have unleashed the flames of hatred in me
i tried so hard to hold them back.
You will pray for death and it want come because i want let
it end until you see your things took away and then loose your
memories to make you feel all the pain you gave to me.
pushing someone can only go so far before they act like a cornered
animal and to make light of them.when they try to avoid you for
your on good and you keep pushing even going as far as to destroy
\things that belong to them because you think nothing will happen
thats when you should be really careful. people are always like this
and something like this happened to me that has just really made me
mad so if there are any era's in this poem which i know there will be I'm
sorry. anyway your comments and suggestions are welcomed.
and this poem is from something thats happened at my place not on AO
so there's no reason to be reading anything into this this is my disclaimer
Re: Warning Signes!
I love this.... Because I embrace the feeling one gets when they start to lose control. I revel in it. I don't like to wander to far away from my ability to controll my anger and emotions... But , I'd be lying if I didn't admit that mental instabilty is my favorite vacationing spot.