What I Feel Inside

My love grows stronger
My heart grows weaker
My life is going down the drain
and all I feel is pain
Im ripping in two
for all i do
all I feel is the pain
and Im left there screaming out in the rain
I want to love but just can't do it
My life is fading as I sit
I wanna be nice
and not cold like ice
I know im dying slowly
I wanna feel the life I had when I was young
but all of it is gone
my heart is broken
my life is gone
I cry myself to sleep
and I try not to eat
Im loving
but just not getting loved back
and all of this is a fact
Im screaming at the top of my lungs
trying not to cry
the pain is just to much
I think im going to die
I wanna hit the ones that make me cry
I wanna teach a lesson to those who have not been tought
my heart is bleeding
killing me slowly
I feel the pain every day and night
and try not to cry
the hole in my heart keeps getting bigger
for all I can do is wait for death
my life is leaving me now
and all I have is me
I try to fight
but im starting to see the light
for now I will not come home
my soul is free
and my worries are gone
Im free from life
and now in death I truly do belong
my life is gone
Im happy now
for I am dead
no thoughts within my head
I died within my sleep
for now Im not counting sheep
no time for thinking
Im happy now
for I dont want to live
I beg for death
for now im living
I feel the pain again
I wish for death for I had my chance
for now I will be all alone
all alone in this world
I really want my life to end
I want this fun, happy life
but it just wont work
I hope I die
and now I cry
for now I truly will die