Thread: What I've Become

Very sketchy like and for once i rhymed. Go figure. It just
came out that way. This is for the hate i have for my father.
Enjoy.

I’m sitting inside myself
This is my own heaven
Deprived of being a person
I suffer from unfeeling
Not allowed to open up
Tied down into the ground
A cowardice seed
Forced to grow underground
Not allowed to be a Me
You say I’m nothing
I’ll never be
Anything I wanted
You try to live through me
But tell me how the mentally unstable
Turn schizophrenia to succeed
I’ve never had my own answer
Just one forced upon me
My gift from you is to suffer
I live inside my head
People say I’m quiet
But how should I exist
If this is all I know
You say it’s the same as being dead
If i'm not allowed to subsist
A valued point
At the end of my suicide list

And no im not going to kill myself. I was just venting from a damaged
relationship. And i never really talked about it. So yeah. No worries.