Originally Posted by
Mechazawa 
I'm Lost...
better..... Or worse this time..?
I can see the world change----
as the sun heats the ground----
the trees begin to burn and I can feel the heat.....
forcing me to move, but never the less I'm lost----
for worse........ Or better this time.....?
Afraid of the flame behind me, but weary of the mines in front...
Perpetually on a treadmill, standing still, spinning wheels----
a carrot on a string I can barely see anymore, but its right in front of me...
Laugh, because you can't wallow in it anymore...
Cry, because of the time lost, because you couldn't let go...
I'm BEGGING!!!
To
Be
Found!
For Better...
But, things are unknown... I fear the worse.
I'm me, but does that mean anything when you're so lost?
I wish to be split in two, one half surviving, for suffering, for protecting
The other deserves a chance that it never had as the years passed still covered in chains.
It's my fault, are bitter flavors in a mouth.
But Sorry won't wash it away.
I search for answers
I search for reasons
I search for forgiveness
I search for me
I search for her
my happiness
found while stumbling.
But I'm afraid. I'm lost in my searches
and the lights are gradually fading
For better or for worse.....
