Thread: Who am i? Do not enter my world...

i don't really know who i am...
i live alone in a world which no one understands... or dare enters.
not the cool one, nor the geek...
just the outcast, skimming the surface of social life.

communication? out of my vocabulary.
friends? seem to become close and then fade away.
parents? want me to be someone i can't be.
family? they have their own life...
a person...liked in the open and despised in secret;
ignored by all else.

sister? ...now there's a word i love!
accepted for eternity in my secret real form.
loved, cherished, the only one i can always count on.
birth, maybe i would have been accepted elsewhere.
here, anchored as life passes by in a ship.
why cant i get on that ship?

happiness... is always playing hide and seek.
God...loves me but left me here.
at least he left me her.
pain, comes and goes, becoming numb.
suffering; seems to be so much worse around...
will i always be so selfish, that i think mine hurts more?

love; seem to be drowning in it, yet never really touching it.
far qwqy i live in a fairy land... filled with swords & magic.
WATCH OUT! with enemies, allies and those who don't give a damn.
should i choose... or will everyone else choose...
WHO I MUST BE.







A little confusing? Well that's how I view life... confusion.