Thread: why do you stay?

I say i love you when all i do
is think of how much i hate you
why can't i just come out and say
leave me alone.

Your feelings i cant help trash them
i just want to make my pain to go away
so i stay with you and trash everything
you say to me with lies that i don't care
about telling.

I wish i could just tell you how i feel
but all i can do is get with you and take advantage
of all that you give me and laugh at how your to
open with what you feel and say , i am sorry for
not feeling the same as you but i lie anyway just so
i can feel better.

I push you away and you still stay what is
wrong with you? i am sorry i just toss your
feelings away , for the gratification of my
self , i cant help its so addictive lieing to you
just so you will stay why cant you see through
my selfishness.

Are you so in love that you cant see the truth?
or are you just afraid that you will look stupid
which you are for staying why cant you just leave
me alone , all i want is to take what you have and
never give anything back.

I might sound cold but its you that want leave
please just run away because i will never change
and im sorry for that but it will never stop.
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this poem is about how some people are just cold inside
and seem to always hurt other just so they can feel
better inside , i think there dead inside which would be
a better way of seeing it. this in no way is how i feel
its just a poem for you to read and think on thats all.

comments and sugestions are welcoed i am still trying
new stuff right now this is the kind of things i write about
not sure if its really good oranything but i am trying
to be more real withmy poems so ay idea would help
soi can get better