Thread: Words of a friend...

~Words Of a Friend~

I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.
Give me a reason why not to adapt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.

And I was left all alone without all hope,
with wounds that never step aside.
Which way to go? I do not know.
What to believe? Don't care, just pain and misery.
Nothing to make me feel alive.
Each time I hear her voice it burns like thousand flames inside.

All our lives we were meant to face each other
Tell me why it is
That we were destined to fight
For a cause that is unknown

...I know what you might think...
Even though I want to run away because I'm scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear away my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.

...I guess... I understand...

understand..
You think you get it because you can read me like an open book..
but you don't understand..
Its not the fact that you're precious to me that makes me sad..
It's the fact that I love you but you love someone else..
this is what makes me sad...

The memories faded...her voice...her actions...everything became blurry...
It feels so close to me, yet I can't grasp it even if I extend my hands.
Even so... Even if I can't reach it... There are things that will stay in my heart.
Being in the same time... and looking up at the same sky... I
f I can remember that, than even if we are far apart from each other, I believe we can be together.
I will run forward now. If I set my goal far enough, then someday...I'll be able to reach what I aimed for.

~Don't know why i decided to post it.. i gues the reason is because it was written like a poem.. Anyway.. I hope you like it. It represents someone who was deeply in love and even though she died.. he still loves her and always will... this my friends.. is true love.~