Taking various parts of songs/poems and slapping them together does not an original poem make. You have copied verbatim sections from the following:
Caged Bird - from D.N.Angel (Anime Lyrics dot Com - Caged Bird - D.N.Angel - Anime)
Truth and Tragedy - Throne of Chaos (THRONE OF CHAOS LYRICS - Pervertigo (2002))Even though I want to run away because I'm scared of being hurt.
If this unseen barrier around me should tear away my wings,
Still, you are so precious to me that it makes me sad.
Why, or Why Not? - Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni ending theme (Why, or Why Not? - Katakiri Rekka « Living in a world suffused with sound)...and I was left all alone
without all hope
with wounds that never step aside.
Which way to go, I do not know,
what to believe, don't care.
Just pain and misery
nothing to make me feel alive.
Each time I hear her voice it burns like thousand flames inside.
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide.
I'm sure if I had the time to dig deeper, I'd find that most if not all of this "poem" is plagiarized song lyrics, but I think the point is already clear...this is not your own work.I was a believer in life to be myself always,
and was asking whether I would be alive.
Give me a reason why not to adapt in this way,
or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable sins.
Tell me why, or why not. Complaining way too much,
maybe I overlooked something fatal for me.