i REALLY dont want to talk about it! wat i fear isn't silly or anything, but it's more of a phobia than a fear. i shiver when i hear the word. one time i had to watch a video about it and i cried. if i see the word i look away. if wat i fear actually came near me. . . . . . i'd probably loose my breath and literally die of fear. im totally serious. im afraid to type the word. and i used to be even worse about it. grrr. . . . not easy to talk about.