
Originally Posted by
Ollin
I guess that's where my lack of faith comes from. I went to Sunday school growing up, attended church every week. It was fun, I enjoyed it. But, as I got older and started trying to look deeper into what I was learning, that I began to change my mind.
My problem stems from the fact that, with hundreds of religions around the world, who's to say the one I was learning was the right one. That's when I began to drift away from the church - and I started to claim myself as an agnostic. At this time I still believed that there was something there, but just not the something I had grown up to worship.
My athiestic views started in a few years after that. I started to think more about religion, faith, and it's motivators. When you practice a faith, you're simply believing what you have been told by others, and then others before them, so on and so forth, going back hundreds of years. I don't know how many of you played that one whisper-rumor game in grade school (the one where you whisper a story to a classmate, who then whispers to another, until the final version doesnt even match the original), but events have way of drastically changing the more times they're retold.
It looks like I need proof of some higher power, of a diety, in order to change my ways. I can't have faith, without having proof. But I guess that contradicts the very nature of faith then, huh? It appears I'm doomed to a faithless life, until something inexplicably divine happens to me.
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