You're the prick who started this flame war, and now you're asking the mods to close it for you? You're ability to believe in two largely contradictory beliefs at once is incredible to me. I honestly don't know if this is your trollish way of having fun, or if you're truly this idiotic.
You believe Christ is good, but God is bad? You believe in Christ AND God, but you don't believe in heaven? Do you actually know anything about your 'faith' or do you just make shit up as you'd like to believe it? I knew at the very start of this thread what you were going to do, and you've been successful in proving me correct. You're self-serving and narcissistic, you have not read or truly taken to mind or heart any of wise and intelligent posts made by some great users in this thread. Instead you keep blurting out your own tired and flawed propaganda, this isn't a debate, this you venting your personal anguish to the rest of AO with no real intention of discussing anything. I don't even care if the mods penalize me for insulting a member, but **** sakes, someone had to say it.
You lost my feeling of sorry towards you and your mother's death with your own selfish pity.