A feeling of despair. No way out. Too much to handle. Loneliness.
My friend commited suicide because he found out he had HIV. And he was also depressed before he found out because he betrayed his friend by being with his girl.
It was really horrible. I saw him the day before. I didnt know why he was giving everyone hugs... I should have figured it out sooner. Maybe i could have prevented it.
He hung himself that night in his garage with extension cords.