(since my character limit has been attained...double posting is a must....since I would like to place most of my collection)
Beyond words of all meanings
Beyond the lands that are comfortable
Beyond the life that is my own
I search for who I am
I search for the world that I am part of
I search desperately a path to follow
Behind those endless cliffs
Behind those faithfull curtains
Behind the eyes in the mirror before me
I run accross an endless grassland
I run acrross the thoughts within
I run within the me that is lost
Returning to that faithfull day
Returning to the past long gone
Returning in a life unchanged
I ponder about those around me
I ponder about my closest friends
I ponder endlessly in myself
Letting go I must do
Letting go is my goal
Letting go without a doubt
Evading the inevitable
Evading the breaking point
Evading my true self
I try to make my stand
I try to create a difference
I try harder than ever before
Soon the time will come
Soon the life I desire will set in
Soon me desires will be true
I look straight ahead
I look up in front of me
I look at myself
Shadows lurk about the land,
They are not te be misguided.
Life shudders as it is restrained,
Not knowing where to exist.
Fallen before its greatest challenge,
Dissipating under eternal regret.
Deviding ever more life sparks anew,
Searching for a beacon to grasp upon.
A torch fueled by its existence,
Moves about not yet dismissed.
Shining brightly it shows the way,
Salvation is upon its stand.
Upon a mount of greater rage,
Its soul mourns past defeats.
Elements that bind it and combine,
The light grows stronger even more.
Lastly set on another standing point,
It won't forget what it has learned.
Endeavors to be unlike any other,
Simple none the less to begin the journey.
Hard may it be to remain on its path,
Finding the key to remain even more.
Search for it you must as it won't come on its own,
Accept yourself and it shall be revealed.
Along the road met you shall,
Many good times where joy remains.
Saddness may visit from time to time,
But nothing is eternal upon this path.
Renewing your direction is but a basic step,
Upon finding what is truly desired.
When despair becomes even clearer,
The true path remains hidden away.
As time seems to end before your very eyes,
You cannot find what you so yearn for.
But as you go beyond your feelings and get back up,
Happyness tends a hand to help you back up again.
Weeping upon a lost cause,
Breaking down as time further passes.
Getting angry of simple facts,
Fighting over meaningless discussions.
Distorting your habbit,
Letting go of sane ideas.
Falling into a state of mind,
Difficult to explain while affected so.
Barely thoughts linger about,
Expressing lost meanings of no reason.
Releasing the strain of the day,
Freeing the mind of inner stress.
finally reacting logically,
Concentrating upon a single task.
Mending the harm that was once,
Ties that bind those involved grow stronger,
Misunderstandings breaking away,
Resting the mind that sleep has taken away...
Confused and forgotten,
One lays in utter silence.
Ignored are his desires,
Punished are his actions.
Not wanting to be helped,
Unable to be comforted.
Drowning in misery,
Loosing against himself.
Reason leaving his body,
Stories invented out of the fray.
Lost in all of his thoughts,
Which pass too fast to comprehend.
Still I try to help,
To give an offering hand.
To bring back a sense of calm,
And rest his soul anew.
I finally reach him to follow,
To try to find a path to himself.
Yet still there seems no hope,
He remains in doubt of things.
Not trusting others that they may help,
Going on in life not completely healed.
To confront one self is never easy,
As if you fail life is undone...
Life in joy
Turning around to see the light,
Blossoming, a cherry tree comes to life.
Reminding me of things of old,
Shedding a flow of happy memories.
Kissing the feeling of hope in one's heart,
Thinking again and again of what once was...
Waking up again and seeing the sun rise,
Accepting the rays of sunlight warming one self.
Around and around life spurs itself to show its growth,
Experiencing moments of joy and tears never ending.
Reaching out the endless universe of grouped times,
Where only considering how peace is all.
Trying again to have these times,
Lost inside your personal thoughts.
Loosing sight of the real picture,
Giving up on everything.
Again life comes back to life,
Freedom coming all on its own without a second thought.
Pondering on a simple thought,
Ever wanting to know the truth.
Realizing evermore that it cannot be reached,
Perfection of one self is eternal.
Understanding is personal,
Expressing what has been learned.
Naked before every passer by,
Eyes showing others who they really are.
Never hiding behind trendy clothes,
Showing what I am and nothing more.
Being direct to anyone who meets me,
Trying to be true to myself.
Forever young in the mind,
Remaining the same in my aspects of life.
Gaining experience with each step of this long journey,
Simply growing from my own mistakes.
But in the end the priceless goal remains,
Helping myself to help those I can...
Beyond the bounds
Moving forward in time not back,
Searching the right path that will lead to success.
Reaching out the inner strength to go on no matter what,
Letting go of simple things that offer no comfort.
Taking in the little moments that bring joy,
Profit of these times to find force in desperate situations.
Fearing the darkness that shrouds the mind,
Unknown occasions that show no way out.
Denying help making oneself grow less and less,
Irritated by the world that revolves around you.
Isolation after desolation taking all your time,
Destroying your very being in doing so.
Hope remains in every crevice,
Justice will be served to those who respect themselves and others.
Believing in yourself without a moment of doubt,
Showing light in every corner that is your soul.
Helping yourself and opening yourself to the world,
Creating a bridge where you may return from...
May our paths remain bridged and well made.
May I make it beyond my limits and grow stronger.
May you find new bridges to hold onto.
May life bring hope to those who try.
May joy reach out in every heart.
May hope always be within all our thoughts forevermore…
Looking up at the world,
Keeping a smile where all can see.
Some remain hidden behind masks,
Those live their lives with prejudice.
Life remains simple on the outside,
Deep inside nothing is further from the truth.
To show oneself bare without a doubt,
Desiring to show what really exists within.
Touching soul to soul in true comprehension,
Rather than loosing meaning in needless formalities.
Yearning for this unrealistic utopia,
Walking this path as resolved as ever.
Nothing more seems to persist,
Politeness and courtesy do not disappear.
Trying is not enough as change will not come,
Making a difference in this social world inexistent.
Conflicts do not always end well,
Words and actions are not beyond the human nature...
Whatever may come will come,
Life does not end in a breeze of stale air.
Resistance and comprehension used as tools,
Living is the only proof of change.
Gathering a whole of experiences,
Only this is worth the journey.
A single mind amongst the rest,
Attempting to reach out to others.
Using what's learned to its best of use,
Searching eternally those that will listen.
Personal goals seeming small to many,
The only reason of existence to others.
Bringing forth what makes you unique,
Showing the warm skin under that cold facade.
Breathing in the freshness of truth,
Not denying feelings from within.
Living what is your own without a doubt,
Letting everything come out...