Thank you. I am finally think I am letting go of what I have always been told. Maybe it will do me some good or it might harm me but I know I need to think for once about how I feel now...
Honestly, you don't sound heartless. It's the most genuine I've ever heard you. I prefer it when you think for yourself.
Still doesn't give me the right to sound heartless. I need to just go away and not come back for a while to sort out the things that run in my mind. I don't have the time for that but I will make some during the day.
No, the thoughts in the back of your mind are good! That means they're yours, not anyone else's pumped in and using you for their own ends.
I am sorry big brother, I am just out of it and speaking non-sense. Just forget what I have said. I don't feel the same anymore, just tired and weak. But thats still no excuse for what I did say. I apologize. I am letting the thoughs in the back of my mind speak for once...again I am quite sorry.