i can say that ive grown a bit since my last "dramatic bla bla months" haha.. i still have a perplexed mind, a bit learned, but still a little 'boy' at times, nonetheless... im living my life like what i should be doing, rather than sulking in self pity, why wallow when you can smile...but of course that emotional boy is still lurking within me, and yes he's been bothering me quite often these past few days, but there's still something to smile about... yes, the pessimist in me still lives on!.. at times i still am quite vulnerable...
hobbies? im usually online, playing games. rpg and mmorpg.. i read books sometimes. i just read if im not doing anything, just to keep my brain working... aloof as they describe me but im a good person, approach me first ehe.. i have hundreds of friends with different characters. NAME IT!.. but hehe, none of them i fully trust. but i do trust each one of them on certain things though, they must have to prove theirselves first to earn it. "i have trust issues with everyone" - GOD is in exception, He is my bessy! ^__^
i am a person who rather not to show how i really demand on things that i know i might expect too much.. i may look numb for those who doesn't know me, but in all way of living, I AM SENSITIVE. i get hurt quickly, i cry invisibly..i love to laugh, but also a crybaby.. my feelings are too fragile for i admit im very hard to handle..i am more a baby lol..
i have lots of weaknesses and what i truly dislike: turning down people, rejections, goodbyes, being cold, bitterness, ackward silences, absences, not being able to sleep, thinking someone, paranoia, being sad for unknown reason, missing someone who isnt worth my time, being ignored, frustrations, waiting, not having food to eat, bad hair day..
this is what i've become and this is what i chose to be.
Baguio City, Philippines
watching movies, playing games online.. day dreamin O.o
call center agent
Death Note, OnePiece, FairyTail
If you don't like me, it's mind over matter.
I don't mind and you don't matter