The poetry forum was dead for a little while and now vies for poems posted only a few days ago are over 30. Your return from that stupid ban appears to have breathed much needed life back into the poetry forum. Congratulations.
You were wrong about what you wrote in the POTM forum. Your poetry is good. It is in fact some of the best. But not everyone can write someone else's theme. You can still write the story that matters most and that is your own.