okay... i finally have a boyfriend that I like. Today is my birthday and I really don't want to go home after school today because I want to stay with him and talk like yesterday.... but I don't know if I will be able to because I got home about 10 minutes before my mom got up and since it is my birthday I don't know when she will get up... Anyway... talk later...
I have been fighting with myself for a long time.... I was trying to pick which guy I wanted to go out with... well when I finally chose one told me that he loved me more than life itself... and I started reconsidering my choice... then I told the other if he didn't stop calling himself dumb that I was going to hurt him... he told me that I couldn't hurt him. I replied and said that I could leave him... he told my best friend that i left him and so she asked him out or something because now... according to her... they are going out!!! WHAT"S WRONG WITH PICTURE??? CAN YOU FIGURE IT OUT???
why is there false love in the world?? why do people play with others hearts??? why?? I have had my heart held up so long... and yet there's a certian someone who is breaking my grip... I wonder is it false love or is it real??? or does he like toying with it... I can't understand it... For some reason I can't breath very well when I hear form him... why??? why do I dream about him so??? How can I when I don't even know what he looks like?? I have never even seen a picture of him... I rave about him in my dreams to my friends... I don't understand...
