Tears fill my whole body, it feels like I'm dying... I can not breathe, and I feel like just falling asleep... forever. And I feel so cold and so tired. And even the memory of the sun has faded and only raindrops remain. I've never fel so tired- never felt so weak.I don't know how to move on, I don't think I can stay. And I need some support, a smiling face- a helpfull hand. The end of the world would be easier to get through... I'm afraid to lose hope, I grab on to the last straw, but I'm falling, I'm sinking- this is the end. I want to wake up... I need to wake up, but I can't- I can't- this IS real life. A fear I hadn't even known I had, has now become true and there's no place to run- no place to hide. Let me just die, I can not stand this. Can you all monsters and demons leave me alone? Just leave me here to rot in hell, I'm not afraid of that, just let me forget