I never thought I'll fall in love with you. And yet I did. It's weird. Falling in love for someone who I don't know that well. Someone, I haven't actually met. And I hope, I really hope, that you'll still love me. The way I do. I want you to know. That I'll always lend you my shoulder. Even give it to you. Just stay near me. Stay close to my heart, and I promise to love you forever. I promise. Cloud... I... I love you.
Wahh!!!! My day hasn't ended yet and now I'm bummed. I mean, going to a formal party with a stupid pink (yes, I hate pink) dress, a stupid high-heel shoe, stupid hair-do that stupid hair pins sticking out of you head (well, actually, I like the hair-do, I just hate the hair pins cause they hurt!) and siblings who likes to make me suffer a lot! Take note: The party will start two hours from now! I have to wait that long in a huge hotel with no one in "the right mind" to talk to. I don't even know why we're here in the first place. We even don't know who invited us here! Dang it! I am so gonna yell at my sister after this stupid party ends...
*sigh* I just wish that someone's here to comfort me and make me laugh...
These past few days, I've been noticing that people keep on telling that I'm cute and sweet and emo. Well, I'm not like that....
I mean, everywhere I go, it's like "Oohh... You're so cute.", "Aren't you a sweetie?" or "Are you an emo???" And I'm telling you, I'm not what you think I am...
Sure, this and that popularity and stuff, but do you have to call me that???
Today, I cried in school because my classmates teased me today. Actually they tease me everyday. I hadn't cried in half a year. I made a promise that I would never cry again., because of a stupid and low reason. In my previous school, I always cried because they were always teasing me. I was in my first year in highschool when I promised that I would never cry again. Still, I did. I'm a cry baby. I know. But when I wanted to cry so bad, I couldn't. I dunno why. I didn't know why I cried. Maybe because of the heavy burden in my heart? Or because I got partnered with the most idiotic and jerkiest guy in class? Because me and my friend fought?Or because he made me cry?
Even if, I broke my promise to myself, I'm still glad that other people cares for me. Like Razel and Bryan. They make me feel that I'm not alone in this world... err... class. Although, I hate when they call me monkey. And no, I DO NOT LOOK LIKE A MONKEY. I look fine actually.
Even if this is the 2nd worst day of my life (the first ones are when my dad died and my mum left for work.) I can still find a friend beside me. Like you! XD
Today, I cried in school because my classmates teased me today. Actually they tease me everyday. I hadn't cried in half a year. I made a promise that I would never cry again., because of a stupid and low reason. In my previous school, I always cried because they were always teasing me. I was in my first year in highschool when I promised that I would never cry again. Still, I did. I'm a cry baby. I know. But when I wanted to cry so bad, I couldn't. I dunno why. I didn't know why I cried. Maybe because of the heavy burden in my heart? Or because I got partnered with the most idiotic and jerkiest guy in class? Because me and my friend fought?
