In the span of 24 hours I have gone from very ashamed and sorry to a wee bit angry. I'm tired of everybody yelling at me! I go through life trying to please everyone and only end up getting attacked.
Yes. I made a huge mistake and someone got hurt in the process. I'm not denying it. The reason I flipped out as much as I did was because I realized that I had lost my integrity. DON'T YOU GET IT?!
So, yes. I warn people when I first meet them that I'm a cold-hearted bastard, and everyone laughs it off. Then I destroy them and they can't believe it. I'm sorry, am I not being clear enough when I say it's better for you to stay away from me? That I'm no good?
Why, yes. I AM a piece of shit! Thank you for noticing. Isn't it just my way to go playing with hearts and then breaking them? I've really hurt someone, but it had to be done . . . Am I just rationalizing? Maybe, maybe not.
