ok i have been have a real hard time with my life sence i was like 6. i thought hay if i tryed hard anough to fight and not give it that it'll change but i couldn't have been more wrong. as it turns out over the years of abuse in physical and mental form andme doing dumb things like stealing or doing drugs(which i stopped) it would stop well as years when by my eye vision whent bad in one eye,i lost all my teeth and nearly my life to a posion in my gums,my moms health is critical she could die anytime keep in mind my mom sis and step dad is all i really got left o an a few friends tho not maney at all...... and to top it all those friends mostly moved so when i finally go home i am going to have no one so its just not going to be the same really its like no matter how much i fight and stuggle when i make it to what i think is the light step in a drap door back in a watery grave @_@ really i just have given up so wish me look on finding myself because its the only way to build my self back up@_@
